rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

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“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Director: Michael D. Ratner
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  1. C Faz
    C Faz
    преди 47 минути

    I pray Demi finds a partner that can love her for her personality and not hate her for her condition. So many are defined by their diagnosis and not by their soul, it is so sad...everyone deserves to be loved selflessly and to have an opportunity to give that love in return. Love you Demi!

    преди 2 часа

    I don’t see demi living past 30

  3. GarynJanet
    преди 3 часа

    I was expecting a super happy ending where she says she's gonna be sober forever. But I guess putting that expectation on her isn't fair. Just praying whatever direction she's taking with this works for her. 🙏🏾

  4. Natalie, don't
    Natalie, don't
    преди 3 часа

    Demi, we're with you ❤

  5. Tiff Q
    Tiff Q
    преди 4 часа

    This was powerful and I love how we can see her growth. Yes we will fall but just like Demi we can get back up if we have the chance. It's funny because I also went through a hard time back in 2020 and i suffered and cried but as the days passed I began to heal... one day I looked at myself in the mirror. I wanted to start new and just like Demi I wanted to change the way I looked so I chopped my hair off like her. I felt free. People can have opinions but in the end we should not live by others opinions but our own. Thank you Demi.

  6. Ashton Nikolayev
    Ashton Nikolayev
    преди 4 часа

    I struggle with my depression, anxiety, and eating disorder as well so that really hit home for me. She is loved so many. I hope she really does get better 💚💚 love you Demi

  7. Ana Carolina Benelli
    Ana Carolina Benelli
    преди 5 часа


  8. Holla Daze
    Holla Daze
    преди 5 часа

    The problem with moderation is 1 beer can easily turn into 24 beers, 10 shots, an 8 ball of coke, Xanax, and heroin for the comedown. 1 beer can literally trigger that. And any alcoholic or addict will tell you this. I hope it works for her, but I can almost certainly say it won't. Stick with just weed.

  9. sade mcintee
    sade mcintee
    преди 5 часа

    Damn I thought it was gonna be more episodes

  10. Meghan Helmich
    Meghan Helmich
    преди 5 часа

    I was on generic vivitrol (naltrexone) when I got out of rehab for opiate addiction. I stayed on it for several years, but it was especially helpful in the beginning of my recovery because it prevented my cravings. And logically, it helped me reason with myself that anything I bought and took would be a total waste because I couldn't feel it.

  11. dan santos
    dan santos
    преди 6 часа

    ai love uuu, from Brasil

  12. Nicole Simmons
    Nicole Simmons
    преди 6 часа

    Wow this is heart breaking because I really feel for her. But saying moderation its like a two sided coin. I hope she really comes to terms that she almost died a cat with 9 lives not a lot of ppl are lucky enough to survive

  13. Vee Rodriguez
    Vee Rodriguez
    преди 6 часа

    Sir Elton John nailed it. However, addiction is such a complex thing to even begin to understand. To her, and those who suffer from addiction, its an ongoing battle. We can opinionated and speculate but her addiction is bigger than anything and just the fact that she is trying to be the best version of herself after facing these issues, is a plus. Just saying

  14. SunMoon Stars
    SunMoon Stars
    преди 6 часа

    I wanna trust her but to be honest, I feel like she's still lost. I agree with sir Elton John, moderation does not work. I still feel sad about this

  15. Amanda Madrigal
    Amanda Madrigal
    преди 7 часа

    We love you Demi and pray for you to find happiness. You seem like a genuine person that just wants to be loved and love others. You are so worth living 💓💓💓

  16. mylene
    преди 7 часа

    harm reduction

  17. Little Monster Xtreme
    Little Monster Xtreme
    преди 7 часа

    I'm really hoping she gets the help she needs, Demi I'm keeping you in my prayers🙏🏻

  18. Anna Sincerbeaux
    Anna Sincerbeaux
    преди 7 часа

    This whole episode is so delusional and disappointing. Don't release a documentary to millions when you're still not well.

  19. Angel Garach
    Angel Garach
    преди 8 часа

    I 100% agree with everything Elton said.

  20. Rachael McEvoy
    Rachael McEvoy
    преди 8 часа

    Love you Demi! Your an inspiration to so many!

  21. Brooke McLymond
    Brooke McLymond
    преди 9 часа

    WTF is a watermelon cake? Those 2 words don't even go together.

  22. Julesbags
    преди 9 часа

    Praying she continues to thrive.💜 Unsure re the misdiagnosed bipolar thing.. Hopefully that will continue to be in the discussions going forward.. much love and healing

  23. Dj Nicoly
    Dj Nicoly
    преди 9 часа

    Perfeitaaa tks for that

  24. Lady of Winterfell
    Lady of Winterfell
    преди 10 часа

    Elton John out here being dead honest. I could never I’ve been clean four years and I can’t even drink cuz one is two then two is cocaine then cocaine is heroin. Or hit one bowl then one bowl is two then two bowls is heroin. Everything leads to my drug of choice and I know what I want if I do drink it’s not the feeling I want so I go straight to what I want. Heroin. But I guess maybe it does work for others idk

  25. Daniella
    преди 10 часа

    Her family is naive AF if they think she can stay clean by only drinking or doing drugs in "moderation". Are we going to have another "I'm sober" doc in a few years. Demi stan for life, but looks like we will have another "sober" doc in the future.

  26. Morgan Melanie
    Morgan Melanie
    преди 10 часа

    Her Laugh at the end was so epic! so full of life :)

  27. kora _kaos
    kora _kaos
    преди 10 часа

    the part where she cut her hair off was so amazing, i literally started crying because she looked so happy to finally cut it off. ngl i started listening to her music earlier this week and i'm already obsessed proud of you demi

  28. Balance Health Wellness Music
    Balance Health Wellness Music
    преди 10 часа

    Beautiful for you having the courage to voice your true self.

  29. Winnie M
    Winnie M
    преди 11 часа

    Girl who you need is Laura Clery. Cause the people around you are sorta puppets in your show...

  30. Danielle Strong
    Danielle Strong
    преди 11 часа

    I can drink in moderation but I do not have an addictive personality... so whatevr works for her

  31. Heather JulietteRose
    Heather JulietteRose
    преди 12 часа

    Demi is just trying what works for her. I get it. I myself went from drinking half a bottle to a bottle of wine a night to now 1 glass.

  32. Heather JulietteRose
    Heather JulietteRose
    преди 12 часа

    Wow Demi is so pretty in those shots where she isnt wearing makeup

  33. M S
    M S
    преди 12 часа

    This was sad to watch

  34. M S
    M S
    преди 12 часа

    An alcoholic can't drink in moderation ... like drugs aside the alcohol alone

  35. Alexis Rodriguez
    Alexis Rodriguez
    преди 13 часа

    "one size does not fit all"-Harm Reduction

  36. Emma Boudreau
    Emma Boudreau
    преди 13 часа

    Was this the last episode ?

  37. Ronnie Stewart Jr
    Ronnie Stewart Jr
    преди 13 часа

    8:14 I love them 🥰😭🥰

  38. Mayling
    преди 13 часа

    I hope she goes back to being 100% sober. Weed is a drug too.

  39. Savannah Marie
    Savannah Marie
    преди 14 часа

    Okay but your hair is everything. IT SUITS YOU SO WELL DEMI!

  40. L C
    L C
    преди 14 часа

    I think this is more to tell her full truth and to let us know she’s not fully sober but she’s trying to get there but she can’t she’s got an addictive personality so it’s going to be hard . I just pray she never ends up in the position she was in before 🙏🏼

  41. BeastWitcher
    преди 14 часа

    Demi i love you,respect from Belarus

  42. Cindy Jenkins
    Cindy Jenkins
    преди 14 часа

    So proud of you. Stay strong 💪 You got this gorgeous 💕

  43. Susanna Rassatti
    Susanna Rassatti
    преди 14 часа

    I am so curious how Is Susie cake!? Becouse i am italian and i do not know that cake, It Is the First Time i Heard about that! I am such a foodie with sweet toot 😋

  44. Shannon Connor
    Shannon Connor
    преди 15 часа

    I feel like they are all just saying this because they know they won’t have a long time with her. Moderation doesn’t work.

  45. Kaitlan Willis
    Kaitlan Willis
    преди 15 часа

    Ive listen to met him last night and dancing with the devil and now watching the last episode im crying for her that ordeal is unbelievable cant believe how much shes been through #keepfightingthefight yoy are so strong 🤍🤍🤍

  46. Erika M
    Erika M
    преди 15 часа

    We love Sir Elton!

  47. Destiny Jubilee
    Destiny Jubilee
    преди 16 часа

    I think she never learned how to drink not to get emotional relief- the thing people don’t understand is outside substances shouldn’t be used to gain relief or else you absolutely will abuse them. Not worried about the weed but even then...

  48. Florencia Do Canto
    Florencia Do Canto
    преди 16 часа

    Tu puedes Demi!!

  49. superlibbyanne
    преди 16 часа

    I paid for a cloud like that online and I was ripped off. Some person in China took my money and laughed.

  50. Paulina Jarosz
    Paulina Jarosz
    преди 17 часа

    Somehow, despite of what they say, you can see what the sisters think about the moderation thing. Elton said it best.

  51. lindsey burnes
    lindsey burnes
    преди 17 часа

    I find the way ppl that work for celebrities and act around them creep me out. Also the rules celebrities make everyone abide odd

  52. Cristian A Nuñez
    Cristian A Nuñez
    преди 17 часа

    Love you

  53. ♡Princess♡
    преди 17 часа

    Watermelon cakes..🥺

  54. Lgc 1385
    Lgc 1385
    преди 18 часа

    I’ll always be concerned about her, but I’m glad people are speaking up about 1) addiction recovery having to be YOUR choice not pressured, forced, etc. and 2) that there are many ways to go about with sobriety. Whether it’s moderation, completely being cut off substances, or any other way, not every way works for every person. And unfortunately not everyone will be able to be completely clean. Not everyone can do it. And yes it may lead to a worse relapse but as we saw with her father, some people just cannot stop. I can only hope she doesn’t feel the need to go back to harder drugs.

  55. niya jones
    niya jones
    преди 18 часа

    All of y’all acting like it’s everyone else’s job to make sure she stays sober and calling her friends enablers, it’s not up to them. They said it plenty of times, you can’t force a person into sobriety and everyone has tried it multiple times. Nobody is responsible for Demi’s sobriety except Demi, everyone else is just being nice and watching out for her. If she’s gonna drink she’s gonna drink whether or not people tell her not to. It’s better to just have your friends there’s for you when you fall then to keep burning yourself out trying to take care of someone who doesnt take care of themselves.

  56. Jlah Alexaria
    Jlah Alexaria
    преди 18 часа

    Her mom is so annoying the money has to be blocking her common sense bc ain’t no way

  57. bodoti qwiu
    bodoti qwiu
    преди 18 часа

    Elton Knows the truth ..the “relief” She wants is peace within - you won’t get that with ANYTHING outside of yourself

  58. TheHoodooHottie
    преди 18 часа


  59. Birsen Güngör
    Birsen Güngör
    преди 19 часа


  60. Jesus Rodriguez
    Jesus Rodriguez
    преди 20 часа

    I cant stand Scooter Braun. I am so happy Taylor destroyed him in court

  61. Olivia Longstreet
    Olivia Longstreet
    преди 20 часа

    I wish her the best but she is on a slippery slope if she continues living life the way she is and her mother is oblivious and is acting brainwashed

  62. יובל גרהרד
    יובל גרהרד
    преди 21 час


  63. pompeii-pippii
    преди 21 час

    was this the last ep?

  64. Frischkaesee
    преди 23 часа

    No German 😞

  65. Jordan Dani Brereton
    Jordan Dani Brereton
    преди 23 часа

    How beautifully honest, a real person being a real inspiration 👏 thank you❤️

  66. Linda Magubane
    Linda Magubane
    преди ден

    I am scared for her

  67. יובל גרהרד
    יובל גרהרד
    преди ден


  68. Shannon Diaz
    Shannon Diaz
    преди ден

    we go through the same thing demi i hope your okay

  69. Deandre Holman
    Deandre Holman
    преди ден

    She still getting high

  70. downundabrotha
    преди ден

    Her friends come across as Fake people pleasers. If she's happy then I guess thats what's important. But something is off about those 2 Friends riding her coattails. The Girl in green hair though she's a real MVP

  71. zlameli
    преди ден

    The song with Xtina didn't get appreciation it needed.

  72. Joe DImesa
    Joe DImesa
    преди ден

    13:51 One of the reasons why I love Demi 😁😊

  73. Victoria Jerke
    Victoria Jerke
    преди ден

    I’m watching y’all writing comments about what’s best for Demi because you watched a doc about 0.0001% of her life... Do you seriously believe yourselves to be able to give any advice to her and her loved ones based on this? Y’all are delusional.

  74. Rock Master 47
    Rock Master 47
    преди ден

    I hope you know I love going for who you are

  75. Alexia Mendez
    Alexia Mendez
    преди ден

    Is this the last episode?

  76. ulysia217
    преди ден

    16:08 thats the message I needed from this episode. How to handle a trigger that could and has almost ended my life twice now. Suicidal depression and addiction is no joke. It's a very dark place but it's also so inviting when you're just tired and numb. I'm glad she is being open and vulnerable.

  77. ismalali
    преди ден

    It's odd that someone with that much money & probably having so much taken care of.. can't at all take care of themselves in the least bit. Her forearms and double chin are a bit ridiculous. We need to start addressing the problem in North America of having these obese addicts as our idols. Bringing it up, shouldn't be an issue. Because this is an issue.

    1. Anjalina
      преди 14 часа

      Stop do you not understand that she has suffered with a eating disorder from people who bring her down like you.

  78. Marylea Amber
    Marylea Amber
    преди ден

    There sure are a lot of addiction experts in this comment section 🙄 if Demi wants to have a drink or smoke a joint that’s her choice.

  79. lock heart
    lock heart
    преди ден

    That laugh at the end was everything and was the perfect way to end the documentary.

  80. Flustered _Potato
    Flustered _Potato
    преди ден

    I just want to hug her.

  81. Dee White
    Dee White
    преди ден

    everyone always got opinions about ppl they dont even know. she could be lying, she could not be. none of us know her and what she has to deal with. if this works for her for now so be it. this is a real life story not a sugar coated happy one. she never claimed to be sober shes just in a different and better place and talking about it. yall just judging her when you have no right.i cant say if what she is doing is bad or not all i can do it watch this cus at the end of the day WE DONT KNOW HER lol

  82. Jenessa Hodge
    Jenessa Hodge
    преди ден

    This is so real 😭. I love her for this

  83. Sarah Hinman
    Sarah Hinman
    преди ден

    I was cool with this until you got to the part where "hey look my house reflects my queerness" ugh please. You know how many queer folks are just struggling to exist? Cool glad you can afford your mansion. But yikes read the room.

  84. Kat
    преди ден

    One of my classmates took xanax that was laced with fentanyl and ended up overdosing and didn't get that second chance. I am glad that Demi is being open about her struggles with all of this because people need to know more about how addicting drugs c an be for you. My classmate was 19 at the time and probably had no idea that it was laced with fentanyl and that's scary.

    преди ден

    i adore you beyond measure, Demi!!

  86. Maggie B
    Maggie B
    преди ден

    How can I watch the video if it says it requires payment 🙄

  87. Tifani Bogue
    Tifani Bogue
    преди ден

    I’m going to stretch before bed.....because Demi does🤷🏾‍♀️😍

  88. GabiSPN
    преди ден

    Playing the victim while being a millionaire.

  89. Mike Assante
    Mike Assante
    преди ден

    lay off the heroin demi shhheeesh

  90. inga air
    inga air
    преди ден

    Trisha Paytas's style ... a bit Boring

  91. burmella
    преди ден

    I feel like nobody in this comments has anything uplifting to say about this. Honestly I do think things will be different this time since it appears to be more of her own way. We should acknowledge the fact that she’s completely stopped every hardcore drug that would take her life. Weed is no heroin, and is even prescribed for depression in some cases. I don’t think it’s fair for people to say she is relying on it, when she’s stated it’s for relief.

  92. Avery Smith
    Avery Smith
    преди ден

    The mother seem emotionless about Demis health

  93. Me
    преди ден

    On a smaller scale you see those kids with strict parents explode when they go to college then they pick themselves up and realize they can handle things in moderation. Addiction is a different story and I can’t say anything but I think it’s about checking yourself. Being realistic and taking it day by day. If you guilt someone that gets drunk a couple times a year that’s awful it happens a to everyone!!! Now if it’s weekly that’s a problem

  94. Barry Cooper
    Barry Cooper
    преди ден

    I'm in the US and for some reason the video won't play and says "This video requires payment to watch" help!

  95. Missi_ Slaughter
    Missi_ Slaughter
    преди ден

    Praying for you, Demi

  96. Elizabeth carmen Lerma
    Elizabeth carmen Lerma
    преди ден

    U are loved sweete

  97. Willaby Zarkute
    Willaby Zarkute
    преди ден

    Living with an eating disorder means forcing yourself to live in moderation... if she can handle eating real birthday cake once in a while without slipping into her disorder, then moderately drinking or having a joint could be a viable option for her.

  98. Tina
    преди ден

    I’ve got so much to say about the end of this episode.... but I’ll go ahead and just leave quietly....

  99. Rania Assal Del Valle
    Rania Assal Del Valle
    преди ден

    "I love how gay your house is" This guy's humor is absolute gold.

  100. Summer Jones
    Summer Jones
    преди ден

    LMAO the ending